have you found the god that’s been hiding in your biggest fear? have i become your enemy? have i become your sinful pharaoh, little moses? if so, at least come and confront me. i who once grew up with you, how did i become a ghost? if your mind simply changed, where did the old mind go?
i have so many questions – the answers sadden me because they’re not true. they can’t be true.
these photos were taken on my birthday in 2011, i am giving them to you to remind you that once upon a time one talented soul was there inside your body; one heart so fragile yet so full of love was pounding in that chest; one who did not believe but was able to feel the heaven and the earth and the things in between – who did not judge but took the hands of others.
happy birthday, my dear dear friend, wherever you might be. i hope this god is worth saying goodbye to your beautiful mind and your loving friends; i am just worried it is merely religion you’re so keenly worshipping.